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Because I’ve felt repeatedly hurt and rejected so many times by men who weren’t capable of being in healthy, nurturing relationships, I’ve internalized the (untrue) belief that love is something that’s for other people, but won’t ever work out for me.And the storylines in my mind—that I’m unlovable, that I’ll always be alone—are so deep-seated that it’s hard to see around them to any possibility other than that I was rejected, and it’s personal.
Coincidentally, it turned out the San Franciscan was going to be in New York City that weekend, and we made plans to meet when he arrived.
When his plane landed, he said he was too tired to get together but asked if we could reschedule.
A few days after he suggested the trip, he asked if he could come earlier than we'd planned.
And a few days after that, he said he wouldn’t be able to make it until April, and actually, this wasn’t going to work and he couldn’t do it anymore. Six weeks later, I met a guy I through Tinder, which so rarely happens it’s like the unicorn of dating experiences.
Everything was going great until we had sex and he ghosted me. Soon after, a really cute guy from San Francisco messaged me on Tinder (we'd matched when I was in his area for a wedding).
The West Coast was a little far to pursue anything serious, but I was just so happy to feel excited about someone else to get my mind off the ghoster.I wound up crying over yet another dating disappointment when the pain from the last ones was still so fresh.Through it all, my friends were repeating the same thing, a dating mantra of sorts: "Don't take it personally." And sometimes, "You didn't even meet him.I wrote back to let him knew when I was free and then…crickets.I chalked it up to another ghosting, but not without worrying that I did something wrong, like somehow coming off as too desperate or too available in my one-line text about rescheduling.This is a way to comfort myself without deciding that I hate men, and also feel compassionate for them while still being kind and gentle to myself.Tags: Adult Dating, affair dating, sex dating